These confines of thinking probably attracted others who know her that that's all there is to it! fix it and say it ain't so, and it's a science.  What happened to old hopes?  I'm not some idiot.

You think I need to stay on track, but I'm not even supposed to be thinking about this, according to the people monitoring me in private, or not revealing it online?

So, what gives?  What's going to happen next?

Think of all the setbacks I experienced.  You want to catch that maybe I never had a chance or right.