Maybe, the future could be nicer, but it's all about punishing me when I feel upset and just being defensive, and other people being mean to me just always get away with it!!!
So, an older European lady I'm supposedly supposed to have a "relationship" with said things would be better after she becomes famous over me, but I saw she got interesting and more into her self and also more petite and pretty ... but it's like that was something younger than me.