People just pop up to say it's the turn of an older lady I'm supposedly supposed to have a "relationship" with to feel stupid and helpless about me indefinitely and be ruined happy and silly.  It's like killing her or even her "soul," like life doesn't matter so long as I'm still in it.  ...When things were lied about apparently and already said to be okay and okay for me! plus, everyone does want to turn things around! so, I am right that before things weren't ruined!

People born around 1953 are blushing and becoming a problem, suggesting to this lady that she is the ultimate sex of being stupid because she is younger and attractive and as attracted the attention of me.  Like, "Hey, you can just kill Christina."