I don't care what an older lady I'm supposedly supposed to have a relationship with does, it's these other bad people.  She has enough to worry about?

"I know now I was right."

Maybe, the future could be nicer, but it's all about punishing me when I feel upset and just being defensive, and other people being mean to me just always get away with it!!!

So, an older European lady I'm supposedly supposed to have a "relationship" with said things would be better after she becomes famous over me, but I saw she got interesting and more into her self and also more petite and pretty ... but it's like that was something younger than me.

Do people like to be racist to me but act like they aren't to get by without explanation?

Some people disregard the present.

It doesn't seem people would dare do what they do now before.

What if a husband finds his daughter to be second to his wife herself because of something cool about his wife, when it was made to seem the other way around?

I wonder what some people can do for this lady.

I wouldn't touch it with a ten foot pole.

It seems like people like to put touchy subjects in your face, afraid of what could happen without testing it, like this.  That's how I get by, anyway.

If an older European lady I'm supposedly supposed to have a "relationship" with wants someone else in the world, she has it.

Other people don't live with people manipulating their relationships terminally because of things like having curse words pop up in their heads while being watched in private, letting out anger physically in private, making any move when you're angry, etc.  The people monitoring me in private have just kinda sat there not answering to this.

If you want to hurt someone, you are not on the right page.

I wonder how many people gave my mom 3 fatal cancers ... not to mention, my dad, on Memorial Day.

I did see Ellen DeGeneres have a dark pink face.  She must know an older European lady I'm supposedly supposed to have a "relationship" with is still getting away with not totally being done since her face wasn't actually all ruby red.  ...  She seemed frustrated, like she's chasing this lady to punish me, to ruin it for me, the "relationship."  People must believe these things are the source for feeling good, too, for them.  Most people have other things they can worry about.

Why do people keep saying they have to be mean to me because of Ellen DeGeneres or else?  My life is being ruined.

People are just watching in awe of an older European lady I'm supposedly supposed to have a "relationship" with like they have an evil plan for it.

I'm a little sick of how the people monitoring me in private are now.

They think I should be punished if I feel upset like I'm just dangerous.

People are hopeful for an older European lady I'm supposedly supposed to have a "relationship" with but some/overall not me.

It feels like someone is said to be disrespectful in my personal business.

Something I was going to do someone thinks makes no sense.  It was about my supposed "relationship" I was supposed to have with an older European lady.  Instead, this person wants to inappropriately pleasure her all the time.

You might argue I'm in that "relationship."  I guess, but I keep getting suggestive messages of how it could all be over and never happen because of others.

The other funny thing is maybe the lady herself did it this way.  The other person might also take this as an excuse to say they're innocent.

Some people "are just there" waiting to say something bad about me and ruin things for me.

Do the people monitoring me in private want a "relationship" or just want to give me messages?  I won't let my life be bad forever...

It's funny how people around the older European lady I'm supposedly supposed to have a "relationship" with seem to echo what they think is me but in more awkward ways.  I don't mind what she does.